Party

Rocked. Happy birthday Marie.

And yes, I was drunk. Everyone is probably very ashamed of me. But I'm not. I think I did good. It was the best party I ever went to.
And we cleaned the house afterwards. Her house is normally really really clean. And we managed to restore it.

<3 And I like someone now. After a long time of lonliness and hate. <3

Yellow

Half my hair is yellow right now. Hilarious, no? The rest of it will soon be bleached. And then, blue!

Last night we went running over fields in the twilight. Lovely.

I keep panicking. Last night was the worst in a long time. I haven't got any work done. I can't function properly in this world. The urges are coming back. The ghosts. Gods.

Tongue Pierced

Oh yesh. I got my tongue pierced on Friday. I love it.

You can feel the needle squidging through your tongue. It stings a bit, but nothing like real pain.
Later though, your tongue swells up and you can't eat properly. Fun, no?

My parents hate my piercing. I think disgusted is the word. But I don't care. I love it.

Irony blood

Yes, scars. I love em. Which is kind of fortunate, as I'm fekkin' covered.
I'm writing an article about self harm. But... I ended up cutting because I didn't know what to write. Oh the irony. Aren't I amusing?

Also... I'm getting my tongue pierced. Laura is my tongue piercing buddy, because we're going together to get it done. And I may dye my hair some stupid colour. Also, I'm going to yoga with my lovely friend.

I'm feeling randomly creative. I made some stuff out of wire for my room. I've ended up nailing wire jewellery holders to my wardrobe. It looks pretty cool actually. Even though I did that stupid stereotypical thing of hitting my fingers with the hammer.