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I seem to have run out of words. I can no longer express myself in any way. The stuff in my head has no way out. It will just sit in there and ferment until I explode. Or maybe it will turn into thought-alcohol, and get my psyche really drunk.

What the fuck. Yeah. Just had to listen to Friend going on about love and drugs. The two things I want more than anything but can not have. She knows this. She doesn't care.

Nobody cares. Not really. I need to stop caring about their not caring. I need to sort myself out. Everything is difficult and weird. I don't know what I think or feel at all. This sucks.