Scars and Sanity

Can't sleep. Spent the last 2 hours having anxiety attacks. I hate even trying to sleep. Its why I stay up all night.
Its also why I shouldn't eat so much. It ruin my state of mind. Fuck it, what state of mind? I need to get out of this house. Living here with these people is driving me over the edge. Or maybe I'm just driving myself over the edge, its so hard to tell. Fuck it. Again. I have no idea what to do.