One More

One more scar will make no difference. You're already disfigured. It's been so long. You've done so well. Don't ruin it. It doesn't matter. Just once. Really? Once, and then another once, and another for luck. Fall right back down, do not pass Go, do not collect £200.

Temptation.
Willpower.
Choice.

How fucked up is this world, when every day I have to fight not to hurt?
Surely I deserve a break.